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| I'm back? |
| 01.27.06 (7:23 pm) [edit] |
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It's been a while, huh? So much to say... hm... My trip was canceled that I talked about 2 weeks ago. So, I’m not going to San Francisco w/ my mom due to a series of argument we had... Wow... what a day it was i snapped... She wouldn't listen to what I was saying, and she ordered me to go to my room and I didn’t listen, so she grabbed me and shook me or something and thrust out at her. She pulled back so it hardly touched her, but the message was across, I stormed out and she chased me shouting or something. I went to the top of the stairs and screamed everything that was wrong. I screamed, I remembered thinking 'I can't believe I can do this!’ I was shouting and I was thinking and my words just flowed without any stumbling, something very different then any other time in my life. I was faster, more coordinated, more happy then ever as I screamed to my heart's content. Everything must have been true because I didn't even have to think about it, like I have to with even simple expressions. I screamed till my chest hurt and my mom couldn’t say anything when I was done. She stared, for once in my life, there was nothing she could say or do to defend herself, no way to change the subject and criticize me, no way to anything. She stood there staring. I felt light as air; I was joyous and full of pride. I turned around smoothly and walked calmly into my room and closed the door casually and left my mother in shock. THAT is what it must be like to be free, free of weight on my shoulders, scorn, and free of... reason maybe? I'm unsure.
In any case, several times later my mother and I fought, it got to the point that twice I was ready to actually escape through the window with the emergency fire ladder in my closet, and I even kept a bag packed for if it got bad again... How crazy is that?? Actually running away! Like kids try to do year after year every time they get mad! 'They'll be sorry!'-- that kind of thing. 'cept I was like "I need out have here!!" and of course some of that 'They'll be sorry' was in there too... ^_^; Things are better between me and my mom now... And I can't say I know why... I guess the subject just died.
Did I tell that I took an 8 week intensive community collage course in Japanese? I love listening to fansubs and listen to the language. I love every word I recognize.. I love the sound and feel of the language. And I love writing the letters so much! I do it whenever I get spare time at school. Write out the whole hiragana alphabet.. a, i, u, e, o, ka, ki, ku, ke, ko, all of them are so fun! There’s over 40 letters you know? And i still have to learn some kanji and all the katana. It must be nice to learn so much of something so fun.. I wonder if they like having 3 alphabets?
Oh! I forgot to mention me and Daniel i guess. We have sooooooo beeen together for over a year. I love him so much! It took us like 8 or 9 month to reach first kiss. It's so funny >w< someone has even asked us what our secret to our relationship was. I was so surprised; i don't think i answered well.. Anyway; Daniel: I love pushing my face against him. His heart beat is very amusing... Don't ask. The new girl at our school, Liz, (we hung out together some during collage tour intersession) has started dating Ryan. It's so cute. ^_^ hehehe... Seriously.. Anyone reading this blog will feel my wrath!! O_O
Hm................... Recent news-- skipping through all current events to random unimportant things... Some weird person keeps contacting me on AIM. It would be rude to post the entire screen name, incase stalkers are reading.. (I have like 40 stalkers on msn massager, mass people of them are from turkey or Peru and a few are from Saudi Arabia. And i know 2 French peoples and one Spanish dude.) But it goes like this.. hardydick** -.- The last 2 things have been changed to *'s. Deal with it! How messed up is this: - (This is a snippet from the second conversation we had) -
Morgan Wood89: ... Morgan Wood89: this is a joke then.. Morgan Wood89: i see hardydick**: no it's not hardydick**: u did sit next some girls didn't u Morgan Wood89: no hardydick**: i may have mixed u up with the wrong person Morgan Wood89: lol Morgan Wood89: yea hardydick**: no no no . there are so many people who look like u. Morgan Wood89: not at my school ^_^ Morgan Wood89: you have the wrong im name Morgan Wood89: somehow hardydick**: you morgan hardydick**: u go to clark Morgan Wood89: theres 2 morgans hardydick**: u have a strange, yet endearing laugh Morgan Wood**: =/ hardydick**: you are in the 10th grade Morgan Wood89: 11th... Morgan Wood89: =/ hardydick**: whoops Morgan Wood89: lol hardydick**: i meant 11th Morgan Wood89: yeaaaa hardydick**: u know what i meant Morgan Wood89: lol Morgan Wood89: really, who is that Morgan Wood89: *this Morgan Wood89: =/ hardydick**: why would u want to kill the fin hardydick**: fun* Morgan Wood89: lol Morgan Wood89: but you don't even know who this is... hardydick**: yes i do Morgan Wood89: really o_0 Morgan Wood89: then what do i even look like then? hardydick**: u don't even know what u look like? hardydick**: that's sad
--- Most of this information about me is wrong.. like whom i sit with at lunch, and who my friends are.. But he has my school name, something that could not be made up. And, the other Morgan at my school, one, looks NOTHING like me, and 2, would have no friends the same as me to get this screen name confused with. It's unnerving. I got very pissed at this person as they have accused me of abandoning their friendship lately and says the girls at my table told them it was because they were a different race. One, i don’t sit with other girls (besides Liz and she just joined our table lately) and 2, i haven’t abandoned any friend-- Plus, I would NEVER do something abandoning someone because of race. I was really insulted and almost blocked the guy, but my curiosity got the better of me and I'm gonna try and find out who this bastard is before i do anything rash. They must know who i am, they MUST.. just not in person... I wonder who it is who knows me so well and would do this..? I haven’t blocked anyone who i used to talk to a lot... though many of them have stopped signing on-- like Darcy and k-san is busy with FON and zero is.. um... gone? PIX blocked me... Tat bastard.. i have his name saved under a secret screen name with everyone else so I'll know if I’m blocked or they just stopped signing on. So far, I can’t be sure of who it is doing this.. But i have to find out... Also, there is a possibility it is a friend of Lars (who goes to a different school this year) who got his friends list sent to them, as such an even similar occurred in this manor but it was definitely someone else. Hm...
Oh.. I’ve been dragged back into the YGO thing. It's fun dueling Dan and Louis, i haven't dueled Ryan yet tho. I was sure Ryan was some sort of evil villain genius in YGO; like you know how in media the evil villain sends minions to fight the hero because doing it personally would be too boring a fight for them? I never see Ryan duel (almost no one sees him) and so i assumed he was like watching our pathetic progress of him, be he laughed and said he only wasn't very interested in Ygo is all. XP How anti climactic. That's all for now.. Bye4now No one!! -Your lovely Yasai XP P.S. I used spell check on this, so it's not my fault if they mixed up some words again.. ^_^;;; heh heh heh...
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| 05.17.05 (8:56 pm) [edit] |
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If you are reading this, you are a stalker.
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| well, im back |
| 05.17.05 (5:31 pm) [edit] |
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Ah, yes. My parents have promised that by going on this trip they will buy me a slayers box set, get me money, something else which I forget and my dad says we might get a kitten =)
Still... 4 weeks of hell....
Maybe 5! Turns out the flying miles my parents have earned are only enough for one round trip, namely, for my mom. =/ so.... she says she'll split the difference in tickets. 250$. For an extra week of hell. =/ I told them it's cost more then that to sell my soul, so she raised it to 2650. I said "300!" and there was a pause then my mom stared laughing so I said it'd be 312 now since she was laughing. Then my dad started talking about how stubborn I could be with bargaining. So maybe it's 312$? Anyhow, I really want the slayers set and the love hina box set...
I'm making cookies now ^_^ Oh yea! I gotta give whatshername the first azumanga DVD to barrow... damn.. How could I forget her name! T_T I know it whenever we talk... =/
Anyhow, something weird is going on w/ max and Louis. Louis' new gf, a girl I admired back freshman year, are apparently talking bad about Louis and he got in serious trouble.. Something about a mob and the teachers thinking it was his fault and something about him calling the police on his cell phone.. So odd... Poor max got yelled at w/ Louis right up in his face. To make things worse those damn seniors wouldn’t leave us alone, they kept poking their heads out the door and giggling like "my my! What language!" I wanted to yell for them to shut up but the others would stare at me or wonder if I was feeling well. I, Daniel and max had the weirdest set of conversations after Louis left. For example..... Does a spork have a positive or negative charge? Would two sporks rotate around each other? Where did the word sporks come from? why spoon-fork and not knife-fork. as I put it "Oh, how intelligent our conversations must sound to anyone on the outside" Oh!! I must quote what one person said after they found what we were talking about!! Damn I wish I knew his name.. it goes something like this.... "to understand the essence of mankind one must first find the meaning of the word. Mankind is made up of two words, mank, and ind. What these words mean, the world may know." It took me 6.5 seconds to figure out what he meant by "mank" and "ind". Hehe, that’s better then max though I can say, even if I was slower then Daniel. XP Poor Louis... I wish I knew what was going on. I want more then anything to be the peace maker between the two of them... But I just know Louis would be angry if I asked anything, after all it is none of my business... though I wish it was.... *sigh*
Oh yea, I should explain what I meant by admiring Liz (Max’s gf) earlier. You see, I went into high school more then alone... I had liked no friends; I didn't know how to talk to people. The few times anyone talked to me I would either think they were trying to be cruel (this was the way things were done in jr high, pretend to be nice so you can laugh hysterically at them believing you) or that the person was just weird. Anyway, I had nothing to say. I went into first bell, history class, so alone, and here in the corner I see a group of 4 friends that laugh together, talk together, make jokes together and everything I could ever wish for. I saw her dressed in her goth things and I said to myself "I wish I could have friends like that, that I could be like her and have fun and interesting friends to spend the day with, people like them..." And I'm about to get teary eyed, for real, cause now I have a group of friends like that in history class, one year later. Daniel, me and Lars, in history we always sit together, me and Lars are goths surprisingly. (well I'm more of a want-to-be goth, but I’m halfway there) I, Lars, and max are trying to convert Daniel. : twisted: lol I'm so glad I have friends like this now... It means the world to me.
I'll post more later, bye4now *sniffle* ((<-sniffle of joy))
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| 05.17.05 (4:02 pm) [edit] |
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Been a while, huh?
Im going out with daniel now. It's so occward sometimes.... Sinse january we've been going out, but still we haven't kissed yet. =( We hold hands in classes and the teacher sometimes tease us as a joke. Today they told daniel he should cut his hair, of course the whole study hall, including me and danny found this halarious. Alal is actually a clever guy, even danny with his smart comments didn't stand a chace against alal's jokes. There's no battling jokes with logic. XP
My family is taking me on a 4 week "vacation" thsi summer. I have "vacation" is quotation marks because for me it will be just suuffering. We aren't staying in hotels, oh no! We're staying in a tent- FOR FOUR WEEKS! T___T
more later, g2g
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| 11.24.04 (9:49 pm) [edit] |
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Finally! Thanksgiving weekend has come!! Gwen got out yesterday (darn it why is she always so luucky >.<)
This weekend soposedly has danny's birthday in it, so I hope i can catch him on AIM and ask what day it is so i can at least say happy birthday to him. On fall of nations today i invited somsoen in the ranking of the thousdands to join our guild. He said yes and to my shock his ranking had rose to 70 something. He said he's been saving turns 4 a while b4 now XD
I also met someone named shadow fox some number who says she will join our guild next round maybe. She seems nice and is a friend of binx.
Darcy, Sk, and Zero finished the RP w/out me... I'm half releived and half heart broken. I was invisible at thetime so they thought I wasn;t on but threy still continued without me and finished eh conclusion. Not only that, but they felt it was nessiary to start an entirely new RP without me and expect me to jump in and know what's going on. Those damn jerks.... *crys miserably*
Sk is still blocked right now, on all name's except my blueeyedspy14 one cause I need to know when he's on to avoid the RP. Also so i can get mass of his "Get file" anime's. I have all but 4 love hina files now and all his slayers selection. I've come to the conclusion that slayers is almost as good as Kenshin was hen I first saw it. I have to own it >.< and the main character blond guy is hot. :D
*druels* >.> Um... u didnt see that ^_^;;;;
*just noticing there r 2 AIM icons in the corner of her screen* what the heck...? Oh well... with this computer you never know what's going on. I keep tryed to burn cd's on the new Anime files i get from sk but my computer is so terrible i cant burn the cd right so I can't delete the file untioll I do, it takes ages to get those things! >_<
DAMN 0_0 it's midnight! I g2g! later peopes who don't really read this and I'm glad don't!! o_O
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| Ups and Downs |
| 11.22.04 (4:09 pm) [edit] |
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The anime convention was awesome the other day. Danny couldn't come and niether could Samantha, I did however see Emily and (Im sry i forget her name shes in my art club). I bought a kyo side bag (the kind u wear w/ a shoulder strap, it's kind of like a backpack. I think I'll use it for intersession. I also got 6 pins, 3 anime and 3 regular. The anime one's are kenshin, Sano, and Kurama. The regular ones where one with a kitty face on it, one that said "Insert witty saying here" and one that said "sleep is for the weak". I also I got a what's his name from the anime X plushie. Gwen got mass plushies including Kyo, Yuki, sesshomaru, and Hiei. They're so kool.^^ Oh yeah! And I got a new wallscroll w/ samurai X on it, it has kenshin realizing he killed tomoe and tomoe falling twards him. It's kool. *eyes glitter*
My life is crazy.
I had a student lead conference today. It should have been easy but because I had nothing to say they extended the visit to nearly an hour long. They acted all disapointed in me cause i had nothing to say. I got good grades and they still bitch at me like no tomarrow. T_T
Kyle The Samurai contacted me on AIM yesterday. Turns out he lives in wisconson. He's still in 8th grade and says people like to tease him about his weight and that everyone there is perverted. Creepy how much he sounds like me when I was in Jr. high... He's nice. I've shown him my picture, he said i looked nice.^^;
My parents where in the car an hour "talking", "not about me." They mentioned how it wasn't about me several times I might note.
I didn't feel oike doing any work today and I think I'm gonna skip out of typing the french sentences. They're not due soon and they're extra credit anyway...
I hate sk. I've had him blocked for 2 days now. He's a jerk and he calls me "bitch" for no reaso"n and he loves to turn me making a joke into me "being a dumbass". He's sexist too. He keeps saying girls are perverts more then guys and denny's all logic behind it. He's he real pervert though he deny's it even when I suport this with solid evedence. I hate him so much. >=(
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| A perfect life? |
| 11.17.04 (2:04 pm) [edit] |
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Omg! Everything has been going awesome 4 me lately! It's like my life is perfect! Besides I still don't like the way I look, I've got everything going perfect!!
I had a party back the day before halloween, it was lots of fun, samantha, kendall, Tomomi(tho we never actually saw her cause she always seemed to be somewhere else while she was there), Ryan, & Danny all came. Unfortunately Louis couldn't make it cause he had plans. We played on Danny's game cube which he brought and then once everyone had gotten there we watched Inuyasha the first movie; effects touch across time, or w/e it is. We all made jkes as we watched like "MOTHMAN!" or when the little moths were hitting (darn it i forget her names, kikyo's sistyer)'s barrier saying "bug zapper" and junk. After that we all went up to my room after watching episodes one and two of invader zim. Samantha says it's a sin for a guy to enter a girls room- she has a point though if you think about it... We had a great time up there while samatha's japanesse cd's played. We talked and they looked at my swords. Kendall and Samatha started braiding Danny's hair- it was halarious, then he started choking Ryan (i hope he was joking...) and ryan turned purple. I cought it on camera too.
The next few days after the party on AIM (sinse we don't see each other at school durring intersession, and it was intersession but isnt now, we only talked on AIM) Danny was acting like he liked me, example:
(btw: this was like 2 minutes after zero AGAIN tryed to get w/ me)
ArtisticShyGirl (9:33:12 PM): how imbaressing, someone is cofessing feelings 4 me over Im, (no i dont know them offline) OniLink938 (9:33:35 PM): 0.0! OniLink938 (9:33:42 PM): must kill ArtisticShyGirl (9:33:50 PM): lol OniLink938 (9:34:29 PM): no one can have feelings for you but me ArtisticShyGirl (9:34:37 PM): o.O OniLink938 (9:34:57 PM): jealous am i
I was so suprised^^;
Well the last day of intersession i felt like a 5th grader again when Louis asked me "so... what do you think of Danny?" I was was blushing so badly.. lucky my long hair hid my face.. he did still see my ears turn red tho... I just said danny was my friend etc..
Well baisicly that's it for intersession... Oh yeah, I went to Danny's house a week ago or so and we played gamecube and watched Samurai X.
My grade card is out finally after being about 2 weeks later than everyone else's. I got mostly B's and C's. Not too bad I guess concidering I rarely do homework outside study hall, study hall the time me danny and adam talk and look at my new Johnny the homicidal Maniac comic, which I LOVE. That comic rules^^ It's halarious!
The anime convention is coming!!!!!!!
Me and Danny desided we're both gonna go on saturday. I think my mom is gonna give Samatha a ride w/ me to it. Adam says he's not going to the anime convention.. I wonder why...
I'm gonna wear my black cape and my black dress, also make-up, i know I wear a lot as it is but i mean eye shadow and stuff. I'm also gonna wear a belt i think... That's not normally something i like to wear but it might look kool on my all black dress. I love wearing my hair down so I guess I'll do that as well (not very different from a normal school day w/ that i guess)
My school Danny and others continue to prove the point teachers can not determine where you sit in class. They have no say- noone actually follows assiged seats and if u move to wherever they hardly ever notice. Danny sits next to me in all the classes we have the same now. It's kool having someone I can talk to. Me and him were sitting with larrs(he was in my clasroom in 8th grade when he was in 7th, he actually helped get me started in anime!!) in moder history. I finallytalk with larrs regularly on AIM and we've gotten him to join Fall Of Nations.
Fall of nations has been incredible for me. Binkers got me started on it afew weeks ago. I've rissen to the rankings in the 100's and there are like 5,000 members. I started getting mass mionons like sk, alex, zero, and then danny whom has gotten hiomself a bunch of minions including Louis who now has minions of his own and we all stay together in the guild I made called "The Kenshin-Gumi" We're up to ranking 30 something and there are more than 200 guilds besides us. My name of Fall of Nations is "RainKitune" a change in names from my usual. Actually today I heard louis say to somene "that's daniel's girl" as I passed them. It's hard not to smile tin these situations^^
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| 10.11.04 (11:20 pm) [edit] |
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Hey; it's been a while. Well, not much is new,I've joined 2 new forum boards which priiously i thoght were pointless. I have Danny's and lousis' screen anmes and talk 2 them sometimes. I also have Samantha's. Me and Kendall have had 2 overnights in not such a long period of time, we're better friends than ever.
Poor alex seems sad sllot of the time. He has met a new friend who is suisidal. I don't know them so I can't really help. How strange he should meet a girl who is suisidal ecactly 1 year after I met a suisidal guy (Jake). O well, I hope things go better for him, he's like my best online friend. Sk is pervert kinda and darcy is more intrested in asking if sk was on than to talking to me... Jake is on a lot, I can never find anything to say to him though... Zero is still gone. I think he's abandoned us on purpose. I miss him...
Today at lunch Danny helped to teach me "duel masters". I'm not sure I fully understand yet but it seems ok. He told me on AIM " i feel as if im treating you like a little sister with duelmasters :oops: "
Sk ws sending me an anime called "love hina" for a while but desided I didn't sdeserve it to quit at episode 13. Sk is fun sometimes but he also has ego problems.
The IA person in some of my classes suprised me the other day. She asked me if I would go to homecoming with danny. I was so so suprised. The she rephrased it as "would you go if he asked you?" The only reply I could come up with was "I hadn't planned on it". I heard the same IA ask frankie, my friend, if she liked danny because they were talking about how she wanted a new boyfriend. I guess the IA just likes danny^^;
Another embarasing situation:
me and danny were on AIM talking online personality quizes and our results were kenshin and kaoru. It didn't help tahts teh quiz owner put down "you are secretly in love with <kenshin/kaoru" on both results. It's funny tho. & no I dont think of danny like that.
Also today Lars 4 the second time hinted his AIM name^^;;; It's nice cause now i can have a new friend on AIM, though he hasnt signed on yet and he said he's on AIM alot.
I found the secret time capsil I had full of poetry and convos w/ jake i made last year XD it was so embarasing to look at again. :lol:
Talk later when I ahve ore to say, byes4now :arrow:
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| 09.16.04 (7:39 pm) [edit] |
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Hello again! It hasn't been to long sinse I last wrote here really. The anime club is in the works!! I'm currently looking for teachers. I've asked the english teacher, math teacher, physical science teacher, & the jr high art teacher so far. So far The english and art teachers I asked were the only one's who seemed up to the idea, a official confirmation is yet to come.
The other day I was asking Danny in study hall (he has illegally migrated to me and adam's table :D) what should go on in the anime club. Next to us this guy keeps hanging out w/ Tomomi. Anyone w/ a brain could see he only likes her cuase she's japanesse. The last japanesse exchange student he was girl friends w/. I don't like him. Anyway, when I asked danny what should go on he sugested maybe we could get a voice actor to come as a speeker once maybe. I was excited about the idea and the guy who was "helping" Tomomi w/ her work say "Why would you want an american voice actor to come?" and the way he said it was just ice cold. That basterd I can;t stand him now. he made me feel like an idiot. I'll never fogive him!!! >.< Really tho! what the freak was his problem? did i ask him? HELL NO! That basterd!! American voice actiors have to be just as skilled as japanesse one's maybre more because of the modified diolog! That basterd pissed me off trying to impress Tomomi. Fuck ass cold hearted wanna be-.- May he burn! 0_0 (I'm not sure why that pisses me off so much but it does)
Other than that no update on the girl who yelled out the window at my from the buss. I've avoided standing near it sinse then. It's some weird twist of fate but Danny is in all my project groups at school. It's awesome to have a friend to talk to. like 3 groups he's in! Moddern history "create a country" group, my health prodject group, and in intersession group. I hope when we get split into smaller groups in intersession I'm with people I know... It's unlikely, tehres 75 people in my internesssion. x.x;;;;
I wonder If I should be posting all this stuff... I hope google gets rid of my the link to here soon. <_>
The other day Frankie said she wants us to hang out more. I want to be her friend but she's differnt, like for example her friends smoke, and I prity sure her and her bf have fucked b4 and stuff like that. It's unerving, it's not like i can look at her the same way I did in grade school, it's sad... I minda miss he but im not sure we have anything in common anymore... v.v
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| 09.07.04 (4:06 pm) [edit] |
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Theme song:
I finally found a real theme song!!! One I'm happy with; It's called "Rain and storm" and it's a song from .hack//extra soundtrack. I LOVE it! It's all piano but I still really like it, it's almost invisible compared to the other songs, that's why I like it I guess.
Rude comments & planned come back:
There's this girl who bugged me last week for both wednessday and thursday. On wednessday she yelled out the bus window at me, "wtf u wearing???" as it was driving away. I just stared at her w/ out reacting to it really.
On thursday it was different. She yelled out the window this time comments I don't think it's nessisary to repeat but the general topic was rude comments on my "tits". I wonder...
ANYWAY on friday I had a long speach planned that was so cold it would freeze her to death, but my dad read my horescope just before I left for school. It said "avoid conflict" so i didnt go near where the girls bus parks.
PIX's DISCOVERY:
Pix found an html version of the chat I had with sk that I linked to a long while back durring spring break. DAMN IT >.< Did he find this bLog??? I wonder... anyway I'm screwed if he did.
PIX869 (5:38:20 PM): have you heard from alex? Morgan Wood89 (5:38:45 PM): yes actually, he was at his friends house the other day so i got to say hi PIX869 (5:38:53 PM): oh..... Morgan Wood89 (5:38:56 PM): (they were on aim) PIX869 (5:39:07 PM): i see.... PIX869 (5:40:39 PM): oh well. Morgan Wood89 (5:41:16 PM): u say that like his being alive is a bad thing XD PIX869 (5:41:26 PM): so? PIX869 (5:41:32 PM): maybe i was hoping he killed himself.. Morgan Wood89 (5:41:44 PM): why would u wish that? O_o PIX869 (5:42:31 PM): it would add some exciment, and he would finally shut up. Morgan Wood89 (5:42:42 PM): but hes a nice person!! Morgan Wood89 (5:42:49 PM): @_@ Morgan Wood89 (5:43:05 PM): I FEEL LIKE TOTORU HONDA TODAY!!!!
Lookit!! What's that mean? Btw the comments like "call me" have quit.
Huricane Frances:
Darcy promised she'd call after it was over but never did! ;_;
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Currents:
15 is so friggin wierd!! I feel like a different person!
Favorite color: blue (still)
Favorite vegtable: Onion
Crush: on noone I guess... (yes im over alex)
Favorite animes:
10-Dragon Ball Z
9-Trigun
8-Inuyahsa
7-Yu Yu Hakusho
6-FLCL
5-Rurouni Kenshin
4-.hack//SIGN
3-Samurai X
2-Fruits's Basket
1-Case Closed (detective conan)
Top 10 Anime Hoties: (XD)
10-Inuyasha
9-Vash
8-Yugi/Yami
7-Kurama
6-Sanosuke
5-Miroku
4-Jimmy Kudo
3-Yusuke
2-Kyo
1-Kenshin
Top 5 Favorite American Cartoons:
5-Code lyoko
4-Teen Titans
3-Futurama
2-Danny Phantom
1-Family Guy
Best friends from school:
Danny, Adam, Samantha, & Kendall
Least Favorite Teacher:
Alal (french 2; I swear he's evil and danny's right, he's insane)
It's about time I admitted the truth about my cat, When people ask I lie, The truth is I just don't wanna talk about it... It happened friday the 13th btw...
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The Ghost in my room I mentioned earlier that I had photographed, here's the proof:
Picture 1:(sizes of photo have been edited, otherwise It's the same as it was when it was uploaded from the camera)
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Picture 2: (look! It's gone!)
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Random Stuff to know:
School is damned tough!
I have danny in alot of my classes so at least I have a friend to talk 2, I have adam in a few classes & I have Kendall to talk with in 2nd bell english. I also share lunch with her and her friend smantha who is in my health class. At lunch my Automatic fall back group is the foriegn exchange students table, but I want to branch out and eventually find a table I like, Kendall seems to fallow me so I'll always have someone even if it just us at the empty tabel. IVE GOT TO GET AN ANIME CLUB RUNNING!!! Then maybe I'll have a group to hang out with 4 sure at lunch, I'll make Kendall go of course ^.~ Maybe If I get one running I'll have an excuse to meet new friends. (I'm trying to overcome shynes but it's hard.)
CASE CLOSED RULES!
This is Morgan, signing out ^.~
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| 08.08.04 (7:25 pm) [edit] |
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My blog is on google! damn it! WHY T___T :crys: It's not fair! What if my friends find it! I'm so freaking dead!
Updates:
I cought the ghost in my room on film
I had a dream a little boy was watching me sleep but then alex and vinny broke down the door and vinny yelled at the kid "you leave her alone!" then the kid disapeared.
My grandma has cancer but it can be controled so that she won't die from it.
I have a crush on noone as of now
school starts in a week and I have 50 pages of math to do
Zero has returned!!!! Turns out he wasn't dead afterall as alex predicted.
Um... yeah.
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| 07.18.04 (4:43 pm) [edit] |
Summer has been crazy for me, and it's not even over yet! I've been to japan, went of a curch trip, met two new online friends and have allot of immortant things i've forgotten.
I've been making anime music videos almost constantly up until now. Darcy and Sk challanged me to a music video making contest. We each chose each others song and anime to use. Darcy made me do "girls & boys" by good charlette or w/e to the anime Outlaw Star, I made Sk do "My last breath"by evanescence,to the anime"trigun", and sk made darcy do the anime "FLCL" to the asong Lies also by evanescence.
A new friend of mine helped me dpownload dvd ripping software so I could make better amv's in the future and things were good because I Own the entire outlaw star series on dvd. I found uploading was WAY harder than I thought, I almost killed my comuter many a time. I finally got what I thought was enough clips and I started working. until the last part of the song with "all of these boys and all of these girls are loosing their souls in our material world" and I was uploading a clip from the last episode in the galactic layline where they all die kinda,and my computer froze, this was no big deal caue this happens every ten minutes durring the uploads usually. But when I restarted the computer and tryed the upload again the collection files where gone and it wouldn;t let me upload anything. My amv went into early retirement. I just might have owon the contest too... I may never be able to make a music video again.
I HATE MY FUCKING ASSS HOLE OF A GOD DAMN COMPUTER! *crys miserably*
*sniffle* In othe rnews Zero finally cut off our relationship!^^ Which is a good thing, except he disapeared afterwardss and hasnb't signed on for a month or more. -_- MY LIFE IS A FREAKING CURSE!
My japan trip was awesome but I wasn't having much fun at the time i was teher, only thinking about it afterwards. I was depressed most of the time I was there and I'm not sure why!
Okay, it's offical. I have a crush on Alex. OMG IM CURSED! As soon as Zero dumped me I found Alex got a girl friend! It's one thing after another for me! :cry: Now I don't know what I'm soposed to do...
My dad has been letting me sleep in way late and it's pissing the heck outa me. Every day I wake up at 12 or later from some kind of nightmare. My most recent one was my friend from school (one of the two I have) Didn't recognize me ands I was all alone and I wasn;t sure of what was going on...
OMG! I just realized something, Every nightmare, wqit *daymare, I've had takes place at my sister's school... all 6 dream at her school, it's creapy... I wonder what it means... Most of them involve people hating me also.
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| 05.05.04 (8:03 pm) [edit] |
Empty until:
4-8-04
-I become an evanescence fan after viewing a few videos from 3x3eyesfan ( http://www.animemusicvideos.o... )
4-9-04
OA- I go to King's Island with kendall
4-10-04
-I download a few evanescence amv's -me and Alex RP
4-11-04
It's easter!
---Defragmenting computer---
4-12-04
-Sk is gone all day, w/ an away message on, but he contacts me to say he's signing off even though I hadn't contacted him -Me & Chad talk -I try to download an anime but it doesn't work -_- -I sign off, and when I come back Alex has up the away message "well, Morgan's not on so I guess I'll go stare at rocks or something." ^^;
4-13-04
-Alex has a new plushie and makes me guess what it is, and it turns out he made a plushie of me -Darcy ask's alex if he likes me and he says "No... maybe..." -Jake pretends to be a Seagull spirit (we had a great rp!!) -Zero isn't signed on
4-14-04
-Sk gets mad at Jake -Jake ends his seagull RP -Alex shows me his picture -Me and Jake spend the afternoon talking to AIM robots (smarterchild, zolaonaol) (we were that bored!) -Jake tells me sk told him he regrets something everyday -Zero is back
4-15-04
-I talk to sk and he says a girl fell in love with him (online) -Jake is generally depressed -Leo acts like jake -I talk to rem on MSN -I meet people on YIM (yahoo instant messanger)
4-16-04
-I meet Kouga_1000 & Chibi_goten_trunks -I stay up w/ alex and talk
4-17-04
-Sk actually notices I didn't get on until afternoon (cause of kitchen Work) -I send sk serious amv's for inspiration w/ his writting -no jake
4-18-04
-I send Sk more amv's -Sk notices I'm gone again (mall trip) -No Jake
4-19-04
-Zero tells me he's grounded -Me and sk duel -Sk gets in a bike crash -Alex signs on for a moment and leaves -darcy Won't come on (because sk isn't there?)
4-20-04
... I miss getting my signatures so can't get online.
4-21-04
-I watch the "somewhere I belong" amv -phychopenguin recomends a few bands to me -i show sk the updated Diana -Sk shows me his bike accedent results -I talk to jake
4-22-04
-Sk desides to use the sprites I worked so hard on for the smtm(super metroid the movie) comic -No jake
4-23-04
-Me & sk exchange FF amv's -Sk makes a mini amv -No jake
4-24-04
-Sk makes his first AMV ( http://www.animemusicvideos.o... ) -Sk and Chad get into a fight -I see wolf's rain on TV -no jake
4-25-04
-Sk makes his second Amv ( http://www.animemusicvideos.o... ) -I start my own amv -Me and chad have a RP
4-26-04
-I finish my 1st Amv http://www.animemusicvideos.org/members/members_video info.php?v=37538" title="http://www.animemusicvideos.org/members/members_video info.php?v=37538" target="_blank"http://www.animemusicvideos.o... -Darcy shows me her Amv "Young and hopeless" (sry i no longer have the URL saved) -Sk works on a remake of his "Bring me to life" vid -no jake
4-27-04
-I upload my bring me to life fic to amv.org(animemusicvideos.org) -Zero coems back and says he may have to leave again soon cause he got a low grade on his report card -I start another Amv -No jake
4-28-04
-Alex is really depressed and speaks of suiside -sk apologizes for "being mean lately" -I can't get an old dream out of my head -Alex says he will sign on more often now
4-29-04
-No alex all day -Zero signs off suddenly -I'm bored all day -No jake
4-30-04
-Sk reinstalls FF8 to his computer -Alex isn't on -.-* -Jake gives me a way to find my "spirit animal" (kinda meditation)
5-1-04
OA- Me and Kendall go to a movie
-no sk -Alex and me talk till 1:30 am -I start typing my new story I've been writiing -No jake
5-2-04
-Alex has to re
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| Update time... *sniffle* |
| 04.02.04 (3:58 am) [edit] |
I guess it's about time i updated...
3-15-04
-Me & zero rp w/ binx -zero finds out sk has a hide away name -Darcy finds my "blue eyed spy14" name when i contact her w/ it by mistake (im such and idiot!!!.<)> 3-16-04
SNOW DAY! ^.^
-I work on making an eric sprite sheet; zero says its good, sk seems unimpressed (he does't like eric much anyway) -I ask sk what i should do about the leo thing; he responds something along the lines of "say something like "I'm in a relationship right now, but otherwise i'd be really interested" or some crap like that" -Sk enjoys talking w/ my sister Gwen more than me it apears :cry:
3-17-04
- I get really depressed -my mom makes me get off the computer because of a school grade...
3-18-04
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3-19-04
- I send sk voice files so I can audition ofr the role of samus in his web comic -zero shows me his picture and I show him mine
3-20-04
-We RP and zero kisses me to free himself from the grasp of the evil zerma -I introduce inuyasha to sk -sk and darcy continue the rp w/ out me and zero :(
3-21-04
Not much....
3-22-04
-Darcy and sk turn what I say into something else so that it looks like i said it was ok for them to continue the role play w/ out me and zero there -I get real mad -I talk to jake about offline activitys and what we do when we are not on the computer
3-23-04
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3-24-04
-I ask sk if he regrets telling me all about his past and his life and he says "..." -Sk shows old conversation snippets
3-25-04
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3-26-04
-Sk has me choose what picture of him i preffer
3-27-04
-We start a new RP w/ a middle ages theme -Sk has me sign up for a set of onling boards -Chad shows me some recorded videos of him mouthing the words to "which backstreet boy is gay" (Omg that was soooo funny!!!!!! :D )
-I edit my sprite sheet and sk says I did a good job and if i could just remove the hat it would be great
[url=http://www.geocities.com/kura...]Before editing[/url] [url=http://www.geocities.com/kura...]After editing[/url]
3-28-04
Nothing.... My mom was defragmenting the computer. (you might note it didn't actually finish until past 12...)
OA-That night at about 3 i feel this extream heat come from part of my room, then this feeling or anger, like someone is mad at me. Then my poster falls off the wall and something on my dresser moves (i was facing the wall and didn't dare to turn and look what) After that my cd player stoped when it should have played disk three. When I get the nerve to sit up i tell the remote to play dick 3 and it won't. That's the point where I was getting scared and desperate so in some kind of bazar theory if I could get the cd player to work the terrible feeling would leave, i stand up and walk to the cd player, make sure dick 3 is in it then tell it to play disk 3. When nothing happened after a few trys I ran down the stairs to sleep in the Tv room.
3-29-04
-Sk and Darcy are gone all day -Zero gets me and him X-metroids (mya and squigy i think the names are) -I work my my sprite sheet all day -Sk signs on at 9 and says he took a nap :roll: -Sk refuses to even think about believing me about the night before ;_;
3-30-04
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3-31-04
Noo! I totally forget!!! . 4-1-04
AS(at school): Everyone gives acknowledgments and 1 guy has his to me and it says something along the lines of "I know you aren't in my class and all, but when i did get the chance to talk to you I found you are the nicest girl I've ever met" (Omg i was so happy for the rest of the day!!!! :) ) ~My mom lets me on because There will be no school for about 10 days (yay! spring break!!!!) -Darcy keep using smilies from msn to make small cuddly animals die :cry: -I get kind of sad as the night goes on -Me and Sk have a really meaningful long conversation that spanded from 11pm to 3am [url=http://www.geocities.com/kura...]Our conversation[/url]
4-2-04
-I sleep in late -Sk is on for a short while then gooes to sleep -Me and Alex talk till late (like 2 something)
I guess that's all there is. Later all! :arrow:
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| Update 4 |
| 03.17.04 (4:18 pm) [edit] |
Got free time while sk figures out he forgot to tell me "brb" ooo he's so mean sometimes!! Well... it could be his screwy connection.. he's been having trouble w/ that lately... w/e he's still a meany.:roll:
Hey! maybe if i get into the habbit of updating I can do it daily! ... Naw...
3-15-04
-Me and Zero RP w/ binx -Zero finds out Sk has a hide away name he doesn't know about (poor z... i know the feeling of being avoided too...) -Darcy finds my "BlueEyedSpy14" name when i contact her w/ it by mistake
3-16-04
Hey! My mom let me get on cause it was a snow day!!! Yay!!!
-Sk talks to my sister and aparently preffered talking to her rather than me... :cry: -I work on making an eric sprite and am left w/ three choices; Zero liked them while sk was deeply unimpressed -I ask sk for advice about Leo
I guess that's it for now.. :arrow:
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| 03.15.04 (4:39 pm) [edit] |
ok... time to update...
3-10-04
Um... I cant remember anything important...
3-11-04
Yay! My parents let me on even though it's a thursday!!
-I talk to Leo for the first time in a while
3-12-04
-I mess w/ the microphone trying to get it to work -I send darcy the amv w/ the song titled "Cruel Angel's thesis" -Sk lets me try to get my mic (short of microphone) to work w/ his IM window
3-13-04
-I get my mic to work!!!!!! :D -Zero hears my voice for the first time (YAY MICROPHONE! :wink: ) -Me and darcy sing "cruel angel's thesis" together -Sk finds an online dueling system and we download it -Darcy has me sign up for neopets (My neopets name--- -kuramas_rose_girl89) -Leo gives me a kiss before he signs off (*blushes*) (note: i have no clue y...)
3-14-04
-I clean out my saved Amv's -Isend sk "Sappy Self-Indulgence" ([url=]http://animemusicvideos.org/m... )because the timing in the video is so incredible -I talk on para-chat and get kakilla's sn -Chad shows me his new website ( [url=] http://www.freewebs.com/thech... ) -I show Chad my soy name (not BlueEyedSpy14 but my origonal spy name)
That's all for now! Later all!! :arrow:
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| Time to get up to date w/ things! |
| 03.12.04 (9:22 pm) [edit] |
umm... i forgot to post for a while... hehe... :lol:
2-22-04
-I get a new screen name "Blueeyedspy14" used for seeing only, not for contacting others.
2-23-04
-Jake is working on his website [url=http://www.freewebs.com/cools...]http://www.freewebs.com/cools... [/url] -Me, sk, and alex go to a public chat and have fun w/ total strangers -Alex fwd's me a letter that was sent to his friend -Sk shows me an old screen name of his
2-24-04
A new rule is proposed by my parents restricting computer activitys from tuesdays and thursdays.
OA (offline activitys)- I read the book "Jake Riley irrepairably damaged"
2-25-04
-I sign on and find noone there, but i get a feeling as though someone is hiding. -Sk contacts me using "leet" (this is the webcomic megatokyo term for using #'s and symbols to talk 2 someone) note to self: i have the hole conversation saved. -Jake and I talk about the books I have recently read.
2-26-04
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2-27-04
-Zero comes up w/ the idea of me and him being lost siblings for the RP. (Oh thank u so much z! that made me belong once more!) -I talk to sk in "leet" to get revenge (hehe ^.~) -Um.... ya i aint tellin tho its not a secret
2-28-04
-Sk starts up w/ ideas for a game he wants to make -We all set up characters -AIM has a massive crash -We all ('cept z) set up accounts on MSN
2-29-04
-We RP and use zero's new idea -I set up a new character on Baldur's Gate -I read some fanfiction (this didnt used to be rare but now is)
OA-I reread the book "Speak"
3-1-04
-Um... secret! -Sk hides all day -I add icon and away messages etc. on "BlueEyedSpy14" screen name -Me and zero agree it's mean for sk to not tell us his hide away name
OA-I read the book "the long night of Leo and Bree"
3-2-04
....T.T;
3-3-04
-Sk gives me his hide away name (by mistake..?) -Zero asks if we can start online dating again -Zero convinces sk to return my imaginary friend eric the giant, green, fuzzy, ctaerpillar w/ armor, back to me (to impress me ^.^) -Darcy and Sk have a great time being semi mean to me and zero in the RP
OA-I finish the book "acceleration"
3-4-04
...v.v
3-5-04
- I deside I will give zero a chance (no... more like he need to give me a chance.. though he already has) -I make it so all this night it's a kind of "date" -Darcy gets a pet metriod and names him "squishy" -Me and zero's date goes well and i agree to have us in a relationship
3-6-04
-We all do alot of online ygo dueling -Me and Zero team up in a duel against Darcy and Sk (note: no supise we lost( :( ) Sk is an expert and won 2nd in a competiton once) -I'm super hyper after seeing the final episode of .hack//SIGN on TV and have a cool time talking w/ sk
3-7-04
-Zero beats sk in a deck master duel -Darcy says seeing me loose a duel to sk makes her feel better (-.-*) -Me and zero both get really mad at Darcy and sk for them being mean
OA- I send a message on the wind...
3-8-04
(nothing unusual so im leaving average events) -I duel sk -I talk to Jake -We didn't get to RP -Zero send me the file for this game called "GunBond"
OA-I clean out the play house
3-9-04
....T-T
Okay... from here i forgot to fill out my planner of the events so... I'll fill the rest in later. :arrow:
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| 02.21.04 (3:14 pm) [edit] |
Hi there... I'm morgan's dark side. I took over when Morgan fell apart when her bf started to fade away.I took form about 3 days ago. My origonal name was to be Melinda, but I desided Aura was better... Morgan is almost completely gone now. Though most are happy with Morgan's new personality there are those that still favor the origonal over me. Jake just dumped her a few minutes ago. Little did he know she was dead. I don't care, but I'm sure she would if she existed. Maybe some day... someone will bring her back...
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